April 2012
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March 2012
6 posts
susiepants:
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2 years ago.
You were mine. I remember how we meet, it was really weird. You were weird. You were maybe the first guy that ever called me “Beautiful”. You were infact my first boyfriend. Everything about you was cheesy. I remember, we had stupid nicknames for each other. When we first webcamed, I couldn’t stop smiling. I still have little flashbacks from time-to-time. I can’t believe two years ago from...
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Dear John-Carlos,
I like you alot. So much, you couldn’t even tell. I would talk about you all the time to Paulina and Andy. You give me butterflies just by calling me Bubs. Your smile is contagous. I love our conversations, they never seem to end. You make me so happy. I’ve haven’t been this happy for awhile. I love sending you throughs moring and night text messages. You seriously have to be...
I miss my dog, he was everything to me. I used to love coming home from school, seeing him at the doorstep super excited. He was oh so amazing. He turned on the T.V for me, he was there to hear me vent, even if he didn’t care. Ugh. It’s been almost a year. I still have your collar and your lesh. I honestly don’t think I can ever replace you. We had a bond, that most people...
February 2012
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I remember we use to talk everyday. Everyday we would have a different topic to talk about. Re-reading our old conversations, make me think why’d we stoped ? We had so many laughs. I love venting to you, and when we played “21 Questions”. Man. Memories. I miss talking to you.
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Today could of been our 1 year. I love the fact that I can still come to you for any problems I have, even if its relationship problems. You’re the only one I know who goes through the same kinds of things I go through. I kinda miss the times we had, I have to say it was the best. Now that you’ve moved on, I wish you the best & I hope she don’t make the same mistakes I did....
Me* sending to everyone of my friends: Hey guys. Well I don't know how to really say this. But, I finally descided to move with my dad. I'm calling him this Saturday to comfirm with him, and hes gonna come on Sunday and help me pack my stuff. Its not you guys, I love you guys more then anything. But, my mom. I'm just sick of the way she is treating me. She yells at me daily for the most stupidest thing. I'm not sure what school i'll be attending, but yeah. I'ma miss you guys so much. Maybe we can meet up at the mall somehow. My dad lives in Garfield, so theres might me no chance of me visiting you guys. Make sure to tell the others. I'll miss you guys more then anything. :) Bye.
Everyone: awh i'ma miss you
Cory: reading all this makes me sad to some extent, im going to miss the good times, forget the bad times, and try to hold on to the memories in the middle. i'm sad partially because your not leaving me on good terms, i need to know that we're friends and for you to know that you can tell me what ever is on your mind. . . ugghhh imma go cry now (probably don't believe me but i am)
Dear Javier,
So like today or whenever the time I click Enter, could of been our one month. Crazy. That means I’ve known you for 3 months, and if I didn’t make it obvious before and something, I’m not over you. I’m really not. I think about you alot. I still get jealous when you talk to girls who are prettier then me. But I shouldn’t, because your not mine anymore. So, I should be...
January 2012
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Fourth Day
Urg. Well, today I guess was a little better. I still miss you :c. But, hanging out with my friends more made me think of you less. Oh but, theres this kid at school, that reminds me of you. u.u but his name isn’t javier. Yeah, everytime I see him I think of you. We didn’t talk today. Thats good I guess. And yesturday I confessed things I don’t tell anyone. that i cut. And I...
Dear Javier
I don’t if you are goin to reply to this or just stare and block me. But I miss you. I miss the late night phone calls, the cute ass messages. Just everything. I miss calling you babe. Everything Really. I can’t seem to ever get you out of my mind. I know you don’t exactly feel the same or not. But thats how I feel. I will respect you if you don’t feel the same. But I...
Third Day.
I see you got a new Tumblr Wife. Well, I bet you’re gonna make her your girlfriend, just like me. I cried again today, I don’t know why I did, but I did.. I was just talking to Paulina and all of a sudden something made me think of you, and I started crying. I started remembering all our old conversations, and our random but fun phone calls. I loved them all. I miss you so much Javier....
Second Day.
So.. we started talking again. But I really hate how it ended. We webcamed for like 3 seconds, and I asked what were you doing & you said webcaming with someone else. Ugh, when you first texted me, I smiled at the thought you were thinking of me. I miss you so much. I just wish I can take back everything. Ugh, I hate that I love you so much. I miss calling you bubs. I miss our late night phone...
First Day.
Man. Honestly, you were in my head all day. I couldn’t stop thinking of you. Its like if you were just traped. I would remember alot of things. And I would remember past conversations we had. I miss you so much. I was actually crying in the moring. People thought I was crazy. Last night.. I couldn’t even sleep. I stayed wide awake untill like 3 almost. Its been 12 hours already, &...
I miss him.
Don’t get wrong ideas. But I miss my best friend. Me and him would do everything together, he was like the big brother I never had. He watches out for me when I need him to. We go to different schools now, & I don’t really hear about him as much. This is what I was so afraid of, being apart from him. I’m jealous of everyone who gets to see him. It’s been about 4 months...
December 2011
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Hi. uhm. Well, I just want you to know that I still think about you all the time. Sometimes I wonder if we would ever get back together.. but then I remember how bad my heart felt when you left me. When you dumped me for her. How all the things that we use to do, you do with her now. & How every time I’m around you guys, you would hold her in your arms.. like you use to do with me. My...
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susiepants:
It really makes me feel better that you talk about me to other people. It shows that your actually proud to be with me. Your different from other guys. You actually came all the way to my house just for a kiss. You will call me until I freak-en answer. You actually notice that I’m hurting. And you do anything to fix it. You walk me all the way to my seat, even if it causes’ you to be...
Waking up to this :3
susiepants:
I wanted to stay up as long as i could untill the morning so i can text you saying goodmorning and that i ussually dont regret anything but i regret breaking up with you Because i didnt know what i had untill it was gone and i cried so that must mean something, so i love you susan eung and i hope you give me a second chance to be with you and ill do my best to be the the best...
I remember our first kiss. It was the best thing ever.
I remember going to swat that other day, and you tried to kiss me.
I remember holding hands and making everyone envy.
I remember you came all the way to my house for a kiss.
I remember how you would call me just to say Goodnight.
And now.. you do all these things.. with someone else.
Bumping into an ex.
ayeekitsana:
Awkward. That’s all I can say. The only thing in your mind is, ”What was I thinking?” Honestly, you won’t miss them. But, you WILL miss the things you did with them. All the memories, laughs, and smiles. You’ll miss it. Whenever I see an ex, I smile. Why? Well, because that person once made me smile. Deep inside of me, I’m tearing apart. Why? Because they once used to be your...
When a girl leaves, you don't let her walk away.
You run after her and pour your heart out on the pavement. You have to tell her all the reasons you love her, and you gotta mean every word of it. You better kiss her like you’ve never kissed her before and hold her in your arms like you’re protecting the world, because she is your world. Fight for her. Don’t let her go. Because once she walks out on you, there will be nothing more you can do....
November 2011
49 posts
Thanks for calling & checking up on me.
